A Small Quiet place-Cadrewolf
02:23 May 23 2024
Times Read: 16
My thoughts take me back
To a memorable place
When youth was alive
And the clock kept pace
The great Montana skies
So vast and so clear
The smell of the pines
At certain times of the year
A small community
Held somewhat in time
A quiet gentle place
Nothing really to find
A small country store
Filled with odds and ends
A smile from the owner
To all that may come in
The memories of my home
From a not so distant time
When life was uncertain
With no reason or rhyme
The house was so rustic
But not without its charm
Made up of old wood timbers
Kind of resembling a barn
And inside the house
It takes you back to the days
When cowboys were alive
And it was decorated that way
Not far from the house
A clear stream does stray
Like taunting at me
To come over and play
My small quiet place
Filled with so much laughter
Swimming with my friends
Like nothing seemed to matter
Close an old abandon school
Sits all boarded up and white
No children in the halls
To give it such delight.
The playground is silent
Ageing with the seasons
Waiting for us children
To give it some meaning
The refreshing walks
On a lonely dim lit pave
With the cool night breeze
As both guiding my way
The walk to my friends
On that paved country road
Passing by the golf course
I’m Humming as I go
A full golden moon
Surrounded by little stars
As if watching over me
Like they where in charge
A night with my girl in the hay
Filled with passion and a kiss
A time I shall never forget
It was filled with so much bliss
The times in my life
I look back at those days
When youth was living free
And the times I wanted to stay
Friends I thought to myself
That I could never lose
But at each tick of the clock
The paths in life we did choose
A different ending for each
In the path we each faced
With no ever turning back
To that small quiet place
I wonder if they think back
At the memories of it all
And does a smile fill their face?
At the stories they recall
Troubled-Cadrewolf
00:39 May 15 2024
Times Read: 149
Do you hear a heart cry,
When it feels so much pain;
Do you hear a mind snap,
When it goes madly insane.
The undying love I have,
For you in my soul;
Is to much to hide,
For there is a great toll.
Do I let it all out,
And come what may;
Do I hide it within,
And go totally insane.
You push and shove,
And I pull and hold;
You fell so trapped,
I feel so alone.
Words taken in fun,
Are now words of hate;
Simple little things,
Are now a great debate.
I will not fight with you,
As I promised before,
If no one gets hurt,
No good-bys out the door.
I love you ever more,
As the days seem to last;
But in your beautiful mind,
You think of your past.
You become so quiet,
And try to hide within;
Not letting me by you,
Like I’m the one who sinned.
How do I reach you,
To bring you back;
Tell you of my love,
And reasons or facts.
Tell you of the feelings,
That you seem to bring out;
Tell you of your beauty,
Which there is no doubt.
I LOVE YOU more,
More than life itself,
Your all that I want,
A feeling I never felt.
I’ll let you alone,
To deal with this;
But I’m always here,
So I send you a kiss,
Lost-Cadrewolf
00:35 May 08 2024
Times Read: 177
Lost…………
No way out,
Voices in my head;
Want to scream and shout.
Does anybody listen?
Or can they hear,
For the path I’m on
The ending I fear.
Thoughts of good
Thoughts of bad,
Why, oh why
Do I make people sad?
I try to help,
Without a debt;
But heartache I cause
Is my true regret.
I feel such alone,
With no way to turn
My caring ways
Who gets burned?
Love for my family
And my dear friends,
Only time will tell
When will it end?
Ghosts from the past
Does always haunt,
Never left alone
Always to taunt
Doors in my head
Always remain locked
For visions of fear,
I have blocked
For who is right
And who is wrong
Sometimes, oh God
I just don’t belong
Is it me?
Feelings untrue
Then why is it;
The feelings I do
Lost
No, way out
Voices in my head
Please let them out.
Help me!!
Stay away!
Oh, tell me
Which is the way
Unsure of myself
From time to time,
Chains around my soul
Did I, did bind.
A heavy heart
Sick and weak
Words unclear
Why I even speak.
Say I love them
Do they even care?
Is it my feelings?
Not theirs to share.
For here’s my thoughts,
With reason and rhyme
Written down on paper
Tell the end of my time
Dead Man’s Sin-Cadrewolf
23:11 May 01 2024
Times Read: 198
The moon was full
And glowed an uncertain blue
The wars had vanquished
With nothing else to do
Kings sat with kings
And the queens worn their crowns
Music and laughter filled the air
But there echoed no sound
But not long ago
After everything’s been said
Soldiers and armies
Arose from the dead
Their bodies’ mangles
Tis eyes of red
Swords in hand
And soul’s not shed
Hale, hale.
To this uncertain night
When armies of dead
Will at last strike
Not for hate
At fellow men
Just at themselves
For that of their sins.
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